Politeness became so rare that some people mistaken it for flirtation

Sometimes feel a little jealous inside, imagining someone else could please you more than me. I guess it’s my insecurities acting up a bit because I know im not the most beautiful, most fun, or even the most exciting person you’ll ever meet. But I do know that no matter how hard, and long you search you’ll never find someone who loves you as much as I do. 

Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.
Edward Cullen, New Moon